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Glee is getting to me

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Today, Glee hit me harder than ever before. I was nearly crying while waiting for class to start. Watching old clips from Glee now makes me so sad. Not just because of Cory, although that is a big part of it; but also because most of those characters that I love so much are gone now. It's like they died too. That era of Glee is over and not coming back. I mourn that time and those characters because I love them and they're now lost to us. That devastating loss is actually something that you feel in high school when your friends graduate. They're gone, they won't be back; it's very much like they've died. But this is not the direction to take with Glee-these kids have suffered enough, and so have we; don't take our friends away. Besides, Glee was never about high school. It was about a group of misfits and outcasts who found each other and formed a family. The story of that family came full circle in the season three finale and that should have been the end of it. It would have been sad to end there, but also right. It was a perfect way to end the show. Rachel, Kurt, Santana, Quinn, and Finn should have been spun off into their own show, with members of their family (Mr. Schue, Brittany, etc) showing up from time to time while we watch them all continue to grow up and explore the world. We should not still be hiding in the back of the choir room, too scared to venture out. The newbie Glee kids just can't compete, and I keep wondering what the missing members of that family are up to. I am flat out dreading next week's episode, the tribute to Cory Montieth; I've been dreading it since it was announced back in July. But on top of that, watching Glee just in general now makes me sad. I miss what it was. I miss the people that I still love. I miss the stories and the better writing and when Glee had a smidge more common sense. And yet I don't want to stop watching it, because I still love Glee if for nothing else, what it was.
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To Write Love On His Arms Chapter 41
Fandom: American Idol
Pairing: Kris Allen/ Adam Lambert
Rating: PG-13
Warning: MPREG
Edited by myself
It’s their wedding y’all!
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To Write Love On His Arms-Chapter 40 part 2

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To Write Love On His Arms-A Kradam story chapter 40 Part 2
Fandom: American Idol
Pairing: Kris Allen/Adam Lambert
Rating: NC-17
Warning: MPREG
Edited by myself
PORN!!!!!! Lots and lots of PORN! (Although there is plot too)
Chapter 40 Part 2
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Ryan finds his secret stash!!!!!!!

Quinn waterbottle
Does anyone have pictures, gifs, and or video of Ryan being goofy in the audience with Jane Lynch and various audience members on Idol Thursday night? It is seriously my favorite moment of the season so far. XD
Karen/Derek fantasy
By Harmony Cipollina-Dreven
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The second season of the musical dramagy Smash starts out on a huge high, the closing night of the Boston Previews. As soon as they get back to New York everything falls apart. Eileen Rand's (Anjelica Huston) boyfriend who was funding the production is being investigated by the government; so the play is frozen. Derek (Jack Davenport) attempts to direct a production of The Wiz while Bombshell's finances get together. When the actress who briefly stared in Bombshell accuses him of sexual harassment, and several dancers and chorus girls echo that accusation, Derek is dropped by The Wiz. Stunned and devastated, Derek begs someone to tell him that he’s not a monster. The person who ends up reassuring him is his old flame Ivy Lynn (Megan Hilty).Read more...Collapse )
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To Write Love On His Arms-A Kradam Story-Chapter 40-Part 1
Fandom: American Idol
Pairing: Kris Allen/ Adam Lambert
Rating: PG/ PG-13 fluff, angst, and lots of it
Warning: MPREG
Edited by myself
Chapter 40
A Kradam wedding, trial, and Christmas.
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To Write Love On His Arms-A Kradam Story chapter 39
Fandom: American Idol
Pairing:Kris Allen/Adam Lambert
Rating:PG 13 give or take; one NC-17 scene
Warning:MPREG
Edited by myself.

Kris finally gets out of the hospital, whoooooooo!

Chapter 39
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Untitled Poem two

happy Kris
I still feel like I'm bracing
for the day when we'll run away.
Just waiting for the que
to pack up and leave.
Stealthy and hushed again
in the dead of night.
Uncertain of whether or not
we'll ever come back.
The sterile white still blinds me,
with glorified optimism,
even after all this time,
even after living there,
as lonely as ever,
in constant company;
freedom far from my grasp.
I am still drawn to it; yearning for, hoping to belong.
But will I take a risk or choose safety again?
I can see myself there, smiling as I crunch along;
a jaunty hat atop my head.
But is that just a fantasy?
Is the sterile white any better than here,
a make-believe oasis in an endless wasteland?
I could leave any time,
say the word and I'm gone.
Grab what I can and run;
to anywhere that isn't here.
Funny, I thought this my salvation.
Now I'm just waiting for a chance
to flee.

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Idol finale hug
To Write Love On His Arms-A Kradam Story Chapter 38

Fandom:American Idol

Pairing: Kris Allen/Adam Lambert

Rating: PG-NC-17 and back again

Warning: MPREG

Edited by myself

Their first Thanksgiving together.

Chapter 38
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